It's been five months since I wrote my last blog but not like anyone cares. It's been a week since i had my surgery on my back but it isn't like anyone cares. The drunk driver who hit me head on got himself involved in three other dui's after mine but it isn't like anyone cares. Can I be mad at the world today i think i can just for today. Why did they let him go after all the damage he done to me and possibly others? Why did i freeze and not add my testimony when I had the chance? I am laying on my back because of him. How is he able to live with himself, how does he even have a shred of humanity and survive? I am hoping beyond hope that this surgery is it, that I will be back to at least some normality so I can spend the rest of my children's young years to play and enjoy living!
I want my life back is all I ask for.. Using a walker when I am not even forty when I haven't even done my bucket of life or done all my crafts for my family or the house. I know this is a pathetic blog and i shouldn't care because no one will read it. I appreciated my parents for their listening ear, for Adam's family's hospitality, and the ward's hospitality. And the meatballs. Thank you!
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Lisa I care. I follow your blog. I try to check it so often. I missed seeing anything for a while.
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